untold~~

hmm, sometimes i just feel that im alone in this world when actually im in the middle of a crowd.it always seem that im the black sheep in the family,its me who plays the role of the perfect thorn among the other roses.what the eff. thats why, i choose to be alone every time im at home, i ll be locking myself inside my room, so that i will not face any unnecessary shouts onto my face, or hear my mom nagging about not helping her with the chores.

i just dont get it, she will always make a fuss about things i dont do, what about things i ve done..? at times like this i feel like running away,far from home(if i do,i shall bring my baby(bantal bau) along).thank god i have my TV, it just cheers me up when things got fucked up.i love u thank you!..



i want to be far from here though sometimes later, ill be missing home so much,i dont give a damn, cz i will never be able to turn back the time,and when decisions are made, stick to them and move on.when u regret,thats life.learn from them!

you will always belong..

i may not be the perfect one,
i may not be the first or the last
i try to reach you
i ll go far to meet you
till the stars fall down
till the world turns around
in my heart you will always be
no matter how dark it had became
your place will always be where
my sun shines
my eyes glows
brightest,as never before.
you will always stay
your warmth
has created the safest place ever
in a heart full of misery, and confusion.
thank u..

swee kang ! + awkward moment!

they just have the best ice kacang in town,apart from lock ann n semarak.. today was great i went there with my bum bum teehee n noticed something.





the shop was full that they dont have enough seats for quite a number of ppl,i guess the infront-of-the-house-swee-kang was closed kot that s why.then, there was this one guy i think he just got back from office sat next to our table,he s alone and was sitting on a table for 4 perhaps,bum n me were like... WEIRD?haha

me : nya sorang ya,o tedah (evil laugh)
bum: aieh ctok la ( pretending to offer the seat at ours)(got 2 empty seats)

then, suddenly 2 men and a woman came and approached the guy's table for 4 haha and asked for his permission to sit together,they were like,total strangers,sitting together. awkward moment !!wuhuu.
the best part was the guy got his ice kacang and laksa first and started eating nang berbadak eh :D.

when my bum bum n i were talking craps, i just got my eye on the woman and she was staring at the guy,like really staring at him eating laksa. at the same time she was talking with her 2 colleagues.she was talking+staring. sungguh aneh okay.haha then we just laughed at them.


she got this look! :D
i just think that the weird guy should not eat yet until they all got their meals,but then,i also think that was not either the guy 's fault.he got there first.so?haha funny people!

holiday s ending! huhu xsuke xsuke.that means no more surfing,no more late night sleeps,no more tv,no more movies aigoo aigoo.. im gonna miss everything at home esp my BED!




mak: dah tua mak ah ohh
me: nah,age is nothing but a number

my mom was telling me this few years back when she turned 40 and since then, she keep on repeating the same thing.now i know age is more than that!im leaving 19 soon and it does feel shitty.its saddening to think about becoming a teen-aged-no-more (-_____-"),and its pathetic to tell everyone u re 20!im so not in the mood for 2010.



mine will be all about being OLDER!

ps i love u

may take some time to load.but it s worth every minute.must watch!



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titanic

titanic is on.omg this movie has been my all time fav.. it is just so sweet how they meet and fall in love. haha btw, i remembered watching titanic with a bunch of friends, they were giggling and laughing at each other when it came to the part where rose and jack made love in the car.well,haha i was just wondering,whats up?what is so funny about that,haha,i guess they just like it.haha.somehow, i never really did watch them undress n do the thing, cz dah censored and lulus bagi tontonan umum.hah funny!!

meet my friends!

dedicated to them.

sorry cz lambat! hehe. i hope u guys like it,there was something wrong wth my movie maker, it got stuck like every 2 mins when im working on this.pissed off and my mood was a total mess today.im better now though!

watch this.download before watching. enjoy!



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i miss my schooldays a lot!


the best classmates ever!


taken on 2007. final year,sec sch.
we were sitting next to each other and gossiped like all the time. 4 years of friendship and still counting!
sayang tak org oi! hehe

okay, i started blogging last few years ,then i stopped n now im back.i just feel that i need to write,cz someone will not always be there for me,to talk to,to share things,feelings etc.this is just my another mean of talking,and sharing my days with my friends. ^_^





some clown made this.
haha

okay...haha here it goes.