untold~~

hmm, sometimes i just feel that im alone in this world when actually im in the middle of a crowd.it always seem that im the black sheep in the family,its me who plays the role of the perfect thorn among the other roses.what the eff. thats why, i choose to be alone every time im at home, i ll be locking myself inside my room, so that i will not face any unnecessary shouts onto my face, or hear my mom nagging about not helping her with the chores.

i just dont get it, she will always make a fuss about things i dont do, what about things i ve done..? at times like this i feel like running away,far from home(if i do,i shall bring my baby(bantal bau) along).thank god i have my TV, it just cheers me up when things got fucked up.i love u thank you!..



i want to be far from here though sometimes later, ill be missing home so much,i dont give a damn, cz i will never be able to turn back the time,and when decisions are made, stick to them and move on.when u regret,thats life.learn from them!