ODD

being moderate is just as important as having your bra on a day out that u ll know ull bump into cute people. its just that u might think it wont make a difference at all but it does.

it really does make sense that when people say that we should be moderate in friendship as for they dont exsist in our family tree, maybe some friends do and some don t. some say friends are for ever but the truth is friends come and go,they don t stick like heart and beats does okay..face the fact that the people who will always be there in times of need are our family..no matter how good or bad your dad is, how rude your brothers and sisters can be, and how arrogant your mom is u still have their blood in your veins.


for some reasons i think that its better to not know too much about someone, that u ll change whatever u have in mind about that particular someone.i d pass the risk though sometimes they merge positively. the more u talk the more u say things u don t wanna say. not only applies to actions, but somehow its crucial to think before u talk. :)

SDEHHHHHHHH

OMG! i just found out that my forever crush is dating someone else and i was like so sad so frustrated so jealous and he was so cute so charming so handsome omg i can just talk good things about him all day long.
i admit that ive stalked on his fb several times.. okayyy i stalked like all the time okay. i just can t help it, he used to be a senior at my school and he s cute ever since and i just cant help it !!



i get excited everytime i see him :(
HE S OFFICIALLY TAKEN. i wish i can just post his picture here.tapi klak KANTOI. stalker.hahahha.sorry.i stalked on you just because u re so cute okay.

oh myy, am having my final exams in 2 more days, n now i just cant focus on everything i read. i was like in front of the laptop the whole day and i just dont know what to do.IM SUCH A MESS.shit.

MY 20TH BIRTHDAYYYY ^_^

yeehoo its been long since my last post,like almost a month? NOW ABOUT BEING 20,well lets start with the days before the anniversary okayyy :)

a week before the big day. i was having a mother-daughter talk with my mom, and was giving only hints of wanting a new cell. i lost my sayang during my 3rd semester cz i accidentally left it on a bench and it got stolen,sdehhh okayy. i really liked that phone though and so funny i told stories about losing that cell to my friends as if i just had a breakup with a boyfriend.hahah how i miss moments with him(it).haha then i started using my old phone back which i bought it myself using my first salary kat 7E yeay! ^_^.then i told my mom, now im 20 but i dont even know how to cook,except maggi mee and and frying eggs yang nyaman gila babi.haha that s the most i can cook.otedahhh sapa jadi laki aku doh hahaha :D LOLS!
miss u syg!my syg looks exactly like this


okay now few days before the big day. my friends started making fun of me. okayyy friends, im facing the fact that IM OLD okay, well only few months older than u all are !:D and i started receiving birthday wishes from friends, cousins and family. well, i dont know how exactly to express that feeling, somehow happy and somehow a little funny, n awkward and creepy i just dont know.

day before the big day. i was out with few friends doing our assignment. went to few offices to get some forms needed for it. while i was in the car,my mom called.

mak: ah, mak order fon pakey ktk tek koh.ktk maok x?

me : huhhh? fon apaaa? pahal xtnya dolok? u ordered already? i mean u bought it
already? what model? how much? sony ka? nokia ka? * i was like omg she didnt even ask me*

mak: sony mak rasa *ohh my she didnt even know the model* mak order from a colleague, her daughter ada kdei fon. so how? u want it or not?

me : ehhh modell apaaa?

then she told me the details and i just said that i have my own choice.hehe she canceled the orderrrrrr.fuhhhhh legaaa hahaha

then i got a msg from a friend telling our class at 2 was canceled and didie and i went for karaoke session! hheehe sambil survey2 fon.. HAPPY!HAPPY!WOOT!

then i got back home. my! surprise the cell i wanted was on the tableeeee! hahahaha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! mom bought it cool though :D

looks like this.(nana's) mine is red


next post malammmm. hehehe! :)

phone blogging yeayyy! Ill write on my 20th anniversary on earth in the next postttt :) hugs & kisses peopleeee XOXO!

okayyyy now im 20.IT FEELS SO OLD!! HAHA

random

i got myself a new roommate last week,adoh, she was so soft so funny and she talks like she whisper,and i talk like im shouting. well, crita nya, there was this one night we had a conversation on something i dont remember.all of a sudden we jumped into stories of our good friends. hers was kinda sad ,which had me reminiscing my school years and how im glad with the friends i have now.. only god knows how much u all mean to me.


p/s:im turning 20.i hate it.



so cute so cute. love you!!! :) tetibaa jak eh

women just dont know what they want

even myself,i dont really know what i want. i go out shopping with a list,spend hours being confused with this one or that one,but i end up buying something else -_-" . easily got charmed by cute boys and hot guys, but ive been in relationships with average guys and fall madly in love with them..but still, couldnt turn my heads around off cute guys.wth?

i cry for no reasons.pms? sometimes i dont think thats the reason, n sometimes i do. sometimes its illogical sometimes its not.
at times i feel that i need someone in hard times,when someone is there, i still feel that there s none.that, i just dont get it.



when we have a nice guy we would say he s boring, when he s mr. clean he could be a gay or not normal, when he s a bad ass jerk, its so strange that we turn out to love them like fugg. we just dont know.okay?

strangeeee okay

2 jan 2010.its your birthday.
i want u to know,u re so special
and i love u..


this is for u babe !!

HAPPY NUYERR PPL !

okay this is my first post for 2010.^_^ . well, i dont know what to write actually -__-". IM GETTING OLDER!.thats it burhhhhhhhh.fugginngg sheeiiittt.

i got the mixture of these expressions whenever i think about number 20.lame